Wednesday, 2 September 2009

Don't drift away from me

First day of sixth form today. I admit, it felt good.

I just need to make more friends. New people. I also need to make a new persona.
I don't want to be the shy quiet girl that nobody takes notice of...yet it seems almost inevitable.
My first impressions have not been good.

At least Goodman's there. Even it does feel as if we are drifting apart.

I duno, there's something about our friendship that isnt right. I don't feel a spark anymore and I wonder if she cant sense it too?

I miss her. Were not how we used to be. She spent the whole time on her phone today and to be quite honest, i'm sick of becoming second best to technology.

Maybe a new start would be good for us?
I have no idea, but our conversations are dull. I dont feel like myself around her anymore. I think this has been going on a while too. She's stressed with me, bored maybe and I can't take being pushed around. Something has got to give. But what I should I do?

Fuck it feels like a break-up.

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