Automatic

I wanted my 100th post to be special. I wanted it to be different. I wanted to tell you I was cured, new, happy. I wanted to make you proud; make you love me.

But it seems this post is not going to be any different than all the rest. I'm still filled with the same level of confusion, curiousity and hatred whether I like it or not.

I have changed a bit though. I got my GCSE results back (4A's 4B's and a D) and I got into Hecky. I got my hair cut too and i managed to not hurt myself over something serious. So maybe I am getting better?

As you can tell I'm back from France. It was amazing. There's so much I could tell you but I have a headache, two pages of coursework to write up and the biggest need to sleep ever so I'm not going to bother. Maybe someother time.

I'm peeling like a bitch. Skin is just falling from me. I think I've fallen in love with my teacher too.

I start sixth form tomorrow. I'm so nervous.

New Tokio Hotel songs surfaced, as did new pics and videos :D I am a happy girl in that respect.

But whilst I was gone, bad things happened to a girl i know, a girl i class as my friend. I havent heard from her in a while and I'm getting worried. I hope she's ok.