Dangerous and Beautiful

The title is significant of so many things. Life being one. Sixth form being another. George being one too. But I'll tell you about him in a minute.

Firstly; I've been single 6 month & 2 days. Just over half a year and fuck, i feel the same :/

I'm still getting the same typical shag requests too. There's one guy; Ellis who thinks he can smooth talk me into it. He keeps telling me I'm beautiful, i'm special yada yada yada. He only wants to get in my pants. He's 26 too. So that makes him dangerous.

There are so many people at sixth form that I'd gladly get with...but right now, I think i want a lass. :/ I'll be lucky.

The counselling hasnt even started yet and to be quite honest, I could really do with it right about now.

But me being a counsellor is still going well. I just wish more people would talk. I want people to know I can help.

I'm literally a fucking loner at sixth form.

Ok, on to George. Fuck i keep wanting to call him Georg. Anyway, off topic. Basically, he's the 'pointy' i mentioned t'other day.

He's good looking, funny, outgoing, not too guyish. Everything I desire. But I'm nothing to him.
I'm just a girl that followed Ricky into the toilet for a quickie.
I'm now literally infamous because of that. I know I said I wanted to be infamous, but more for something slightly nicer. Y'know?

Back to George; He just..i dunno. I think I like him. Like...really like him. I'm kinda drawn to him. I know if anything does happen though, he'll be the same as Alex. Use and Abuse. But maybe, just maybe, that doesnt bother me.

Oh god knows. I just need some sex.

Any offers?

Haahaaaaahahaha.