Screwing in moderation

So 2010 isnt really any different; not that I was expecting it to be or anything.
It started with an orgasm though, so hopefully it'l finish with one. :)

I joined this amazing forum: http://twc.foroomy.com/index.php

It's like....a Tokio Hotel twincest forum and believe me it is fantastic....although i shouldnt be on there because it only draws me deeper into my escapism, but fuck it, i'd said i'd enjoy myself.

I had the most hottest dream last night. It basically finished with sex and i don't know who the guy was, but he knew how to do his job. I woke up in the morning and could still feel him inside me. Pure Bliss.

You know I havent cut since the last time I mentioned, sometime in November. I'd say about 1 and a half, almost 2 month ago. That is an achievement. It's time we threw me a party. I think my shrink has forgotten about me aswell. She hasnt contacted me in forever.

Oooh so I have this female friend who is single and curious. She wants me to help her out. This means I will get a friend with benefits. Result! Obviously everything will be realllly slow for the time being, and I have to lose weight first....but I reckon I'll be getting some by Feb. Unless she reads this and think's I'm using her just for fun.....know that I'm not. It's to help her out too.

I'm quite excited, despite being bi/pansexual/fucks everything except animals, this will be my first full-on lesbian encounter. :D Kissing doesnt count, and the first girl-on-girl experience was rape.

I'm going through one of those bastardy phases again where I eat nothing/very little. I don't have an eating disorder or anything...i just have little moments like this where i'm not in the mood. Maybe it's stress.

My next posts will be better, but I've been off school and life is dull when I'm just at home.