Eat You Alive

I've had so many late nights this week. I'm just completely dead. Sleep has been difficult.

First of all, we got Maldives pics. I got told they didnt have enough money to go there, but for $3500 a night, i guess they do. They are lovely pictures though.

Secondly, I got a work placement for the 12-16th july. I'm going back to my primary school where I did my work ex in year 10. It should be good.

Anyway, so i got to that school, because my brother goes there, and I went to go find him because he wasn't waiting where he normally waits. I found him and he told me my mum wanted to see the headteacher. I asked why. His reply was 'I bit someone today.'

I could have killed him. He fucking bit someone. His behaviour was supposed to be improving and only moments before had I settled my place with that school. I was worried that due to having a carniverous brother my placement would no longer be available.

Mum came down and we went to the headteacher's office. She showed us pics of the bite. They were shocking. Seriously, every tooth mark was visible and the bruises had already come up. I actually burst into tears because I was so ashamed and angry at Declan for doing that. Why is he so violent? Well, because he's messed up i guess.

But then that makes me feel bad for being a fuck-up because it only makes everything that much harder for my mum. I don't understand how she copes at all.

We went to a party last night. It was one of the most boring events ever. The atmosphere was awful and I didnt want to go from the beginning. I now have a ton of homework to do. :

Update later. Keep your teeth to yourself people ;)