Well, it's been about a year since I began this beauty, and as cliche as it sounds, its been one fucking difficult journey.
It's not finished yet though, of course.
I have plenty left in me.
This time last year I was cuddled up with Alex, feeling really loved up and probably getting fingered whilst indulging in some laid-down kissing. I felt positively brilliant.
Some amazing months ensued, up until the 19th March.
From that point onwards, i went temporarily insane and crawled within myself.
Months later, around July time, after constant cutting and disability in breathing, my mum noticed. She took charge. Things got done.
In December, I had my first appointment with a shrink.
One month later, I'm single, suffering from Pancreatitis, and slowly recovering from the emotional turmoil i dragged myself into but I promise to enjoy myself whilst making this damned recovery.
I am starting a new journey.
Everything is going to change.
Happy New Year to you all.
Much Love.
Jess/Lauren.
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Happy New Year hun! Glad to hear you're entering 2010 with something positive in mind - to try and have FUN and ENJOY YOURSELF no matter what you're going through =) So brave and very cool. Hope I speak to you soon hun, its been way too long since our last smutty convo! xD
ReplyDeleteHappy New Year, hun.
ReplyDelete*huggles*