Sugar Rush

Weeeeeeeeeeeee!
Too much sugar makes me go crazeeeeeeeeeee.
This is exactly like Belgium.
Praise the world that there are no suitcases lying around; I'd probably be climbing in one right now.

It's odd how sugar does this to me, but i fuckinglove it.
It seems to have become my new coping mechanism; my new form of self harm.

My dad got engaged last night.
Fucking idiot.
She doesnt love you. You don't love her. Go get bummed. Stop lying to yourself.

Anyway, i cant get drunk. I cant cut. I can abuse my sugar intake so much so that I shake with insanity. Ohh i like that line. Wish i had a line....of coke.

Fuck, where is my shrink when I need her.

I don't even care he's engaged. He can go fuck himself for all i care. It's not that I don't like her, it's more i dont like what he has become since getting with her. They've only been together a year and it sprung from an affair.

That can't possibly be love.

Yet they think it is. He loves her more than he likes me. Sugar is good. I'm happy with sugar. Who needs drugs when you have glucose? Although, sugar isnt so long-lasting.

P.S Alex i still want you. My brother got a fucking xbox too, Dickhead.