L-O-V-E - Just another word I'l never learn to pronounce

Aaron. Aaron. Aaron.
Such a wonderful boy.
ohhh.
I don't love Aaron.
I barely even know him.
This is another reason I don't date; i'm too indecisive and i rush into it.
This means I'm going to have to break his fragile, wonderful heart.
But there's no way in hell I'l be able to stay with him if i don't have any feelings for him.
I think we should be friends for a while first.

To be completely truthful; he's just no Alex.

Oh he's going to be so pissed when I tell him.

I also think he's given me facial herpes. In other words, I have contracted cold sores from him...because he never told me and then we sucked face. I told him all the things about me and he fails to even tell me something as trivial as cold sores. Just another thing to make me feel dirtier. Thanks Aaron.

I just have to save myself before I expect anyone to love me again.
If I don't feel happy, he won't feel happy and I have a need to please people.

Also, I think I want a girl and that's why i'm not feeling much for Aaron.
Actually, i like a girl already.

Despite all this; i feel oddly cheerful.


Mariana, i'd like to get to know you better...do you have msn/email?

if so....add me jessygirly (AT) hotmail (dot) co (dot) uk :)