honest truth

It has snowed here for the past couple of days.
I've mentioned before, I love the snow. It means it's really christmas.

This will probably affect my ratings, because in real life, nobody likes to know others are happier than themselves...but i've been feeling really good. Don't get too worried, it actually means i'm going to have an incredibly bad following week.

Anyway, back to my goodness; I hung out with Goodman yesterday. It felt like old times. Our random humour came back and I wasn't putting on a show - i felt genuinely ok.

I gave her her present; a photo album which i personalised with homemade stars that contained memories about us. I wrote a letter in it too. Whilst reading, she looked content.

Maybe i did something right for once.

She's staying at mine tonight. I hope we have a nice time and that I don't ruin it.

There's this girl at school, who has reallly low self esteem, but she tries to hide it with long sleeves and bitchy popularity (I can see straight through her). Obviously, she's not a nice girl due to her incredible amount of anger, but fuck, can she sing. God!
She sung 'Santa Baby' during assembly and i swear the whole time i could imagine her lapdancing in some sexy pants. Her voice is so good and mature and stuff. If I was a guy, I would have had an erection the whole time.

Assembly was soo amusing today. We didn't have to pray, sing hymns or go recieve 'Jesus'. Bless the lord for non-Catholic schools.

I got my report today, apparently I have a wry sense of humour. I can't say I've noticed, but they seem to like it.
I'm on target for almost everything except english lit where i'm on a C (expected a B) and some I'm even above my target. This is extremely nice i must say because the targets are what are expected to get at the end of the year and wer'e only a term in now and I seem to be getting mine already. Overachiever much ;)

I dressed myself up like a christmas tree today. I wore tinsel :)

We've done fuck all this week at sixth form. Just watched films and done quizzes; such a waste of time. In Sociology we watched a documentary about Columbine.
You know Columbine right? Where those two guys killed people at their school and the media blamed Marilyn Manson? Gah it got on my nerves just how stupid some people are. Who actually carries a gun?
My respect for Marilyn went up tons though when they said 'what would you say to the kids that did it if you had the chance?' and he replied ' i wouldnt say anything, i'd listen to what they had to say and that's what nobody did'. I was like 'awwwwww Marilyn <3'
Poor Columbine people.

I have to get ready now; Goodman will be here shortly and were going to watch Bruno. :D
Another example of how annoying certain people can be.