I babysit last night. It was good. I'm now £15 up.
Someone commented my blog anonymously, on the 'A Place In The Dirt' post. It made me cry. So many people care for me. So many people have said I'm not worthless, that they need me, I'll always have them. Yet I can't seem to distinguish between whether theyre just saying it or actually mean it. Of course, I am trying to believe and the comment I was given definitely left an imprint on me.
So I just wanted to say thanks, to whoever you are. It made me feel oddly happier. I wasn't pissed at you for saying 'i know how you feel' sometimes it's nice to know you can relate to others when you feel that shitty; so thankyou.
Thankyou for not belieiving I'm worthless. I hope one day I feel the same. I know my mother does care for me, but sometimes I push her too far. I worry she's going to leave me too.
You really didn't bore me. I feel better knowing others are in a similiar sitation and that it can turn out good.
Thankyou again for having faith in me. At least somebody does. :) It really helps.
If you ever want to talk, contact me.
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I'm glad you read my comment and it makes me feel great that it left an imprint on you :)
ReplyDeleteand thankyou for posting a whole post as a thankyou! keep smiling and hold your chin up high! and go through each day remembering that im your lurker and i'll be reading whatever you post, and i'll be commenting if i feel it will make a difference :)
Im not going to say 'your mum wont leave you' because i dont know what situation your family life is in, and anythng could happen, but you'll always have someone to listen to you, care about you and have faith in you - even if it is an anonymous lurker ;)
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