All Apologies

Goodman apologised today.
She asked if we could start over.

Of course, I agreed. She is my best friend.

But after dinner, she was talking to some girls and a part of me just wanted to wither away and let her go.

They aren't depressing like me. They make her smile. She blossoms around them.

I think things will get better though. I hope they will.

My maths exam is on Thursday.
Goodman asked what would happen if I failed again. I told her i'd die. I don't think she realises that I'm being deadly serious.

I got told that I kick sociological butt today :)
That made me feel better.

I'm tired though and I have a lot of homework.
Sixth form drags on.

Roll on December.