So i asked for help off Goodman. I clearly piss her off.
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j e s s :D Rock Hard, Fuck Safe. (Y)chronic obsessius Tomnitus sufferer 3 & Obsessive Compulsive Bill Kaulitz disorder :D says (22:56):
no happy reactions. i should accept tht im destined to kill myself.
- jessa ; says (22:56):
you're not...unless you think like that
j e s s :D Rock Hard, Fuck Safe. (Y)chronic obsessius Tomnitus sufferer 3 & Obsessive Compulsive Bill Kaulitz disorder :D says (22:56):
i sure feel like it.
- jessa ; says (22:56):
in which case, yeah, probs....so DONT
j e s s :D Rock Hard, Fuck Safe. (Y)chronic obsessius Tomnitus sufferer 3 & Obsessive Compulsive Bill Kaulitz disorder :D says (22:57):
you think i should do it?
- jessa ; says (22:57):
you can do something about it; so don't just sit there feeling shit. do what you have to and make yourself better
So i did exactly what she said..and i cut myself again. On my thigh, as wrists are off limits nowadays. :/ Doesnt feel as good, but it sure gave me an uplift.
awwwww noo, you do this alot then!? :/ aww
ReplyDeleteim sending these cyber hugs to you, i hate that u feel the need to do these things to yourself to idk, make the pain go away..or somethin like that..
if u need to talk im here,
it sounds shit and crappy but its true! :)
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