I'm doing it tonight.
Simply because I can't carry on like this.
Please mention to my parents that this isnt their fault. Neither is it any of you lots. Nobody at school. Nobody that knows me.
It's just me. Me Alone. I did this to myself.
I waited until it was too late.
I should have told my mum about the sexual abuse. About the guilt i felt for Izzy's death. About how i hadnt stopped self harming. About my eating habits. I should have told them everything. But I didnt. & now i can't. It's too late.
To everyone that did know me; Sorry.
Sorry for being a burden, a pain, a complete fucking nightmare.
I'm such a screw up.
I just needed help.
:'(
Jess.
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