Massive panic attack when I arrived, then I froze up and couldnt talk. :/
Mum left the room to give me some privacy & I just didnt know what to say to the doctor. But she knows I've been cutting, she knows about exam stress & Alex. Also that I'm not sleeping.
It's a start. But I didnt feel comfortable talking to her. I didn't want to open up and pour out my soul at 9am. I probably should have though.
But she says I'm definitely low & If i'm harming then I definitely need professional help. With me being young, no anti-depressants...which i'm glad of to be honest.
& she's referring me to CAMHS. Child & Adolescent Mental Health Service.
Things will get better for me. I will have a future. I will wake up on a morning and appreciate living.
I will be happy.
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