yes, i've lost my mind.

I am crazy for doing this. But I don't care.

I've never been this bothered about anything before, except Tokio Hotel.

That's how much I want to meet her, kiss her, fall asleep in her arms.

I was telling my hairdresser about her today. She makes me blush like a virgin.

I can't believe I'm meeting her tomorrow.

It will be magnificent.

The nerves are kicking in a bit, but I'm incredibly excited.

Things I'm worried about are: we'll argue. She'l hate me. She won't find me attractive. She'l regret me. I'll be a bad kisser.

However, the things I'm looking forward to far outweigh the bad things.

So, overall I'm completely happy.

Even though it means getting a train alone to a place i've never been.

I didnt see my Nana today. :D I babysat my cousin instead.

Also, I got my haircut. Apparently, it's cute.

Life is great.

I actually really love her.