Don't look back in anger

Do you know what's really pissing me off right now?

My fucking mother.

I swear, I don't want to live here anymore.

Everything I do is wrong, she's always having a go at me and even when I feel ill I still have to do loads of shit.

She's been on my case since Sunday, just constantly bickering at me.

I came in today with a major headache after a fairly bad day and she started.

Then she told me to do the stairs.

Then I had to rush my bath so I could go peg the washing out.

I didn't even have time to shave my legs.

I don't mind doing my bit around the house.

I'm not complaining about that.

I'm complaining about the fact that she doesn't do much during the day, some days all she does is shopping and then I get home and have to do loads of shit.

I just want a little time to relax.

I'm so pissed off that I could easily kill someone right now.

Why is she always on at me?

I'm a good kid generally.

Apart from my almost non-existent cutting problem and my possible anger problem, I'm fucking Jesus.

I don't get drunk, I don't go out, I don't do drugs, I don't fuck around.

I get good grades.

I'm nice.

Yet it seems no one notices.

It seems me and my mum have this thing called Role reversal, where she is the stupid teenager and I am the one dealing with this mess.

Why is it like that?

Would she prefer it if I was out getting stoned, laid and pissed then rolling into bed at 4 am?

Roll on my 18th birthday, so I can escape for a while.