For a pessimist, I'm pretty optimistic.

Hmm...My sister has tidied my room sort of and when I got back, I found a chapter of my co-write on the floor that definitely includes the words 'incestuous relationship' amongst other incriminating evidence that could potentially kill me. Fuck. Let's hope no one read it.

Today has been fucking awesome though!!!

Although again, I havent had chance to speak to Elizabeth Swann.

We broke up for study leave today. This makes me happy because I can focus on revision, dieting and generally being a better person. Thumbs up for me.

I've eaten soooo many biscuits today. Plus, during English, we talked about 'D-I-Y'/ 'me-time' and buying sex-phobic teachers anonymous vibrators. How amusing it would be to do that. The school day just went generally well.

My mum bought me incredibly sexy coffee too and a muffin style bath-bomb. I love those.

I sent off my letters for summer school too. Then I had mentoring. The first week I went, it was absolutely shit. I just stood there like a plank, and didn't go for two week after that (due to unforeseen circumstances...not skiving). This week was great though. I got a kitkat and juice :) We went on a treasure hunt, I helped the kids and got such a huge power surge from being called 'Miss'. Fuck I love it.

I went to my Grandad's for tea after that. Usually, I really dislike him. He's another one of those 'I'm-so-fucking-superior-lick-my-boots-bitch' people and he bores me. But I went anyway and it wasn't half bad. Infact, I'm ashamed to admit that I enjoyed myself a little. We just talked about school for a while, then his guitar.

Guess who's learning to play guitar now.

Yes....me :D

Well, I have to cut my nails first and learn the seperate notes...but then he's lending me a guitar so I can practice whilst he's on holiday. Fucking get in!

We watched 'Kick Ass' too and drank Pineapple Daiquries/ Daquiris/ Daquiries (sp?) and Pina Colada. He was good company for once.

So, to all people that have lost hope...life does get better. Even if it's just random moments like these, even if it just lasts a day, keep hope because those days will increase.