Valentine's Day

Not blogged in a long time again.

I've been....reasonably busy

Ohh man i'm so happy. 

Life is good. 

Saturday was Valentine's day (Y) It was the best day ever. MH made me feel so special. I'll tell you what happened;

So i got ready in this top that I've never actually seen before. but it looked okay. Then i slapped on a pair of jeans and did my hair, make up etc. Eventually, i was ready. I grabbed his card, got my money and mum drove me to his house.

Knocked on his door & there he was. He always makes me smile. Just seeing him gives me butterflies. I went into his house & we exchanged cards. Then he handed me a rose :D kinda romantic in my opinion. That was my surprise. :)

haha apparently i'm his 'frappucino'. I don't remember why...but I am. He'd left the price tag on the card though.  But it was still mega sweet :)

Then we went into his bedroom for a bit, whilst his mum was gettin ready. We talked, he played guitar hero & he played with me a bit too. Then we put COD on and i kicked his ass :) Yeahhh i'm like a legend at tht!!

tehe i joke. 

im actually quite crap.

Then we got on the bus to Leeds....i'm slowly getting better at public transport.

 I bought my carton of Ribena...which has become like a tradition now. Then we just talked all the usual stuff. Quite randomly, he brought up his job thing & said that when he had enough money he was gunna buy muy brother an xbox. It shocked me. I just said 'no no no'.

 I couldn't allow him to spend £120 on my siblings...obviously. 

But the fact that he offered, it was lovely. It showed alot of commitment.

We arrived at Leeds and did the typical shopping; zavvi, hmv, game,etc. Then we walked around some more. Whilst going to Superdrug for some contraceptives, MH brought up his money again, saying that when he has enough of it, he's gunna get his own place. 

I, jokingly, said 'is this you trying to invite me to move in with you?' 

Obviously, i was just joking. I've never been asked anything like that before.

Weve not been together very long, but then he said

 'yeah i think it is. i'd be very happy if you came to live with me'. 

I was like WOOOAAAHHHHHHH!!!!! i honestly didn't know what to say. I wasn't sure wether i'd pushed him into saying that or wether he meant it & actually loved me that much that he wanted to live with me.

 I've never been optimistic, I've always laughed at fairy tales....but I think i'm actually starting to find my very own happy ending.

I'm getting deep again :(

Anyway, i bought the condoms then we got back to my house. You can guess what happened next. & i've been thinking about it since Saturday.

 He's amazing. literally.

I sooooo want to go into detail about it..but nope, i HAVE to be more reserved. 

After all, it's our sex life, not the whole fucking internet. 

I need to learn that.

He told me I was irresistable again. And....i actually walked around in front of him..naked. Yeah, I must be insane. But he didn't recoil in horror which is a good thing. :)

Honestly, when I'm with him, I feel like the luckiest girl in he world. I don't know what he sees in me. I really don't.

I went for a wee at half 6, there was blood on the tissue & a bit in my pants. The tiniest splodge ever though. 

Hopefully, it's my periods. guess i'll find out later.

xxxx