Oh baby,

not blogged in a while. Been tres busy & tired.

On monday, I had sex again (Y)

It was gooooooooooooooooooooooooooooood. 

But it was in my sister's bed :/

&& i did the bad thing again. it was unprotected. :'(

So...i could be pregnant even though he didnt come. I have symptoms but tht could just be my periods.

Wednesday night, me & MH fell out.  Torres was tlkin to me on msn; about sex. I told her what it felt like, tips on how to pleasure guys & what a fanny is like because she didnt know. *shrugs shoulders* MH said it was ok to tell her I wasnt a virgin...so i did. we played her a little bit. Then MH rang, having a go at me. tbh, i was like wtf!!

I threw up yesterday, a lot. i expected MH to break up with me & i had an interview that night. We're gunna buy a test on saturday just to find out for definite. I am really worried. But everyone's being soo nice and I wish they wouldnt cz it makes me feel worse. Afterall, i'm the one that had sex in the first place.

MH is being so supportive with me. I can be really hard to handle but he's there constantly by my side. Aaaah I love him so much. We got our little tiff sorted out & he thinks i'm his world. Which is really sweet...i nearly started crying. 

my interview went well (Y)

i think i might have got the place. oh i hope i did.

Me & Snowman also fell out. I was all depressed due to worried baby thoughts and she said I should pick up my own pieces and not rely on her all the time. That made me feel worse.

Oh god! If I am pregnant then my tablets could kill me. Guess I'll find out tomorrow.

Wish me luck :)

xxx

P.s I've lost lots of weight. I'm now a size ten. :D

&& i GOT MY PROM DRESS. it's aqua....the colour i originally wanted. 

Oooft! i might look good.