I'm not supposed to still feel things for her. I'm not sure what it is I'm feeling but I'm certain it isn't supposed to be there. How come she can always do this to me? It's worse that she always has the right thing to say, it always makes sense and usually it isn't what i want to hear because it's just so damn right.
I wish I had made her feel like a good person, the way she made me feel.
To be completely honest, I havent changed that much at all really. It's all just a façade. I'm still terrified to live, to love, to let myself go.
She's still the only person that knows me properly. What if she'll continue to be the only person?
I wish I could see her again, apologise, hug her.
I bought 'looking for alaska' so i could feel a little closer to her. I'm afraid to start reading it.
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