It's nice and doesn't feel all that much different than before to be honest.
But I like him.
He's a lovely guy.
It feels great to know someone cares about me, wants me in a way more than just sexually.
Of course, that comes into it too and it's difficult, but nice.
He's the 'photogenic guy' i talked about the other week.
I'm amazed he actually likes me to be honest. I'm not easy to work with.
Pftt I'm seeing my dad tomorrow.
I haven't seen him since august, he hasn't called since last month.
I'm nervous and worried and scared.
I don't think I'm supposed to be scared of my dad, yet last time I saw him he got drunk, gave me a razor and told me to hurt myself.
Surely no father is meant to do that, no matter how much he doesn't want his offspring.
Just wish me luck it goes okay.
This is the probably the only time I'll see him before my birthday, so maybe I'll get presents tomorrow.
Oh I saved someone's life the other day too.
Well, she says I saved her. I just say I helped, because 'saving' someone is a hell of a job and i like to think she would have done it herself anyway, i was just there to throw her a line.
It was her choice to reel back in.
Still, it made me feel alive and happy.
Nice to know that I have a gift with words and they can do more than turn someone on.
This is a fail of an update, but I haven't blogged properly in a while.
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