party up

Hmm. Alex has had sex with other women.

After me of course.

I can't work out if I feel anything about that.

I don't even know how I feel about the fact that we had a 4 hour conversation about how good I am in bed.

Why does he do this?

I had the sleepover with Beth, Joanna, Fran and Danielle on Sunday night.

I spent all day tidying up, then got ready and at about 5:40, Beth turned up.

The other's turned up not long after, and it was then that I noticed that Mariana has used one of my quotes on her facebook profile :D

That made me feel magical.

Everyone brought some food, so we had: 2 bottles of Smirnoff ice, a bottle of Baileys, 3 Pizzas, 1 garlic bread, 1 cheesecake, 3 normal cakes, 1 bag of munchies, 1 bag of caramel nibbles and 1 bag of something else chocolatey, 1 bag of doritos, 5 hot chocolate sachets and some dip.

I think that's it. It was a feast and half.

We tried to light candles and the chimney thing in the back garden. Both of these failed, but we gave it a good go.

Also, we talked about everything, like lesbians, whereabouts we shave, donkey penis' and the logistics of fucking a horse. It was extravagant.

We painted our nails too and chatted about how shit boyfriends are.

There were no problems, no awkward moments. It was perfect.

I think I'm truly close with these people and that they appreciate me for who I am. Fair enough, we're not close enough for them to know of my past in so much detail, or the fact that I'm a twincest fan....but we are close.

They're like a nice family.

It's my last night of being 16.

There are no amazing people to share it with.

I was also going to ask Mariana to be my penpal...but she's gone. :/