Hot like Mexico

So I have to tell you about the party I went to last night.
It was one of the surplus reasons of not having a social life.

I got ready and was reallllly looking forward to it.
Don't forget, i have a thing for Beth.

We set off to Wakefield at half past 4. I did not find the venue until half past 5. We got lost. So, we were driving around and mum started guilt tripping me and i just wanted to go home. This is why I have no social life; it always goes wrong.

I eventually got there though, to realise i knew all of 3 people. I felt like such an idiot. There i was, wanting to look good for sexy straight Beth and when i arrived, unfashionably late, i was flushed and pissed off infront of many people i did not know.

I was right at the edge too, so totally out of the loop. However, Beth asked me if I was okay. :)

Fran, Joanne and Jack turned up then. I was glad. I know them. I can hold a conversation with them. The food was beautiful and the evening was looking up. It was mexican. I love Mexican.

This is why I need, crave, like social events.

I still felt out of place, like a piece of furniture...but comfortable at the same time.

It only cost me £7. We all went back to Beth's then. Her dad had to make two trips. Her house is beautiful though. Her sister's lovely too, she brought us back to Wakefield after.

Whilst at Beth's we just played on the Wii. I kept looking at her though. :/ I'm so obvious, she probably knows...but oddly I don't care. It was just an amazing night. I've missed doing things like that.

Although, mum said I had my 'hecky grammar voice on' which means I'm still pretending to be someone I'm not, but maybe that's for the better. I doubt they want to know who I really am.

My cat bit me at easter. It looks like I've been cutting again.

Also, we could be obtaining a new baby.
It's practically a certainty.
I do not know how to feel about this.