we don't need no education

Aah i don't like having no time to blog. I end up forgetting things, or losing how important they were or even having too much to write about.

I went to York Uni on wednesday for an English Taster Day.

I think I'd really like to go there.
Not to do english though.
I want to do Education with Sociology. Or even, Sociology and Anthropology.

I went with a hindu girl from my school, who I barely talk to. She was nice though. Just a little quiet.

The train was rather expensive but It was worth it.

On the morning of getting up, i didnt want to go. The panic attacks were starting and I knew I'd make a fool of myself...but once I was on the train I felt fine. So i'm glad I went. It wasnt that bad.

We got there really early, wandered around then found where we were. A really cute boy from Worcester asked to sit next to me. Immediate result. His accent was awfully posh and he was rather cute. We talked quite a bit throughout the day, but I never got his number. :/

There was another guy too. From Brighton. I didn't get his number either but I did realise that I can socialise. I'm not quite as panicky about it as I used to be. I still can't order food or speak to certain people, but this is a start.

I want to go to York.

19 days until Paris.

Can you tell I've forgotten the majority of what I wanted to write?