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Ok, so here's a big post because I have a lot to say.

So, last week sometime, (it was a friday but i'm not certain of the day) I had my second date with a girl I met from Tinder. I wasnt sure what to think to be honest, especially because we met from Tinder, but I met her for a second time anyway.

We met after school and went for a meal. It was a little quiet in places but on the whole I had a great time and it was all very light-hearted and lovely. After the meal we walked a little and talked and so I asked if she wanted to hang out again.

She said she did. 

I walked her home and we did a little hug, but there was no handholding, no kiss. I was having a few doubts about the whole thing because it's going so damn slow. 

However, I met Oliver after my date for a night in a hotel and I couldnt stop thinking about how I'd rather be watching tv with her than shagging him. 

The night with Oliver was terrible. He penetrated me without consent a number of times and when I told him to stop, he called me a prude. In the morning when I called him out on it he victim blamed me, insisting that I didnt have a problem with it when it happened and that I didnt safeword so it cant have been a problem. 
He was a dick last time I saw him but this time, he topped it. 

Anyway, back to the good news. I had a lovely time In York with friends. I saw Sophie's new nose. I got ridiculously high. It was joyous. 

I also had my third date with the girl yesterday. We met and I took her to the Royal Armouries which is a generally shit place, but I was looking at the whole picture and it was actually really good. We wandered around, talked loads and had lots of laughter, particularly when she took a wig off a mannequin and tried to put it on her own hair. 

Then we went for coffee and she walked me to the train station. On the way she told me that she's glad were 'doing it properly and really dating' which, I guess, means were dating. Which is basically seeing each other. Which, I'm sure, is one step away from girlfriends. 

I'm seeing her on friday and I literally cant wait.