I love him in a kind of all-consuming way. Like, I hurt when he hurts and I just want to make him happy all the time. I worry about how I'll feel if we don't make it but at the same time, I know it's going to work out. Everything feels right with him.
I'm currently wearing his pyjama bottoms because they smell like him and while he's only been gone a few hours, I miss him.
See he stayed with me this week. From thursday til today (tuesday) and it's told me alot about him, about us. We're incredibly sexually compatible which is great. Were also similar emotionally in that we both lack confidence and worry too much. I love him and all this seriousness scares yet excites me a bit.
Since thursday weve done couply things like took a bath together and slept together, he's serenaded me a few times, we've gone on walks and talked and cried and argued a little, we've got in trouble, we've lived together for a few days at my gran's empty house, we've babysat, we've shopped and we've done some pretty kinky things and it's all told me more information about our relationship.
Overall it's told me that he seems like a keeper. I just hope things work out. With results day looming closer I'm so panicky and stressed and then Chris doesn't seem to trust me and I just feel...sad. Sad but loved and wanted and worried and beautiful. Such a confusing mixture of emotion. Doesn't help that my period is due and everything's on top of me.
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