Fucking Loner.

Fucking loner.
Sat alone at your table,
no friends, barely acquaintances,
you're acquiring the same label,
despite being at a different place.

You use your music as a cover,
get out some paper, pretend to work,
everyone can see straight through you,
they see the way you watch and lurk.

Noone even bothers to invite you over,
There's only a tad of recognition
but nothing more.
Why can't you get over this damn transition?

Love is written on your arm
but there's no love in your soul,
you only want to crawl into a ball
or get sucked into a black hole.
Anything to disappear entirely.

You're boring and miserable,
full of self-hatred, you'l always be like this.
Either kill yourself or cheer up,
just get out of all your shit.

You're actually afraid to look up,
you can feel the eyes on you,
nobody knows who the fuck you are.
It seems nobody actually cares too.

You don't care, they don't care,
nobody gives a fuck,
You'll always be a fucking loner,
unless you grow up or give up.