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Had the jab today.
It hurt, i laughed.
Good pain again.
I actually wanted it 10 times over.

Got to school to realise I'd lost my erotic fanfic. :
I panicked like a mad bitch.
Until I found it at home. Phew.

Lost my planner now though.
God knows where it is.
I'm so fucking forgetful recently and tired and my head hurts.

I was talking to alex earlier, asked him about his love life. He didnt reply.

Also, talking to a friend at school about my arm, life and she read some of my diary.
Such a nice girl.
Telling her things made me feel strangely enlightened, yet disappointed. I guess it's because I wanted to keep a certain mystique about myself. :/