For the first time in my life I am excited to grow old and do adult things. Of course, I'm still panicked about money and jobs and mental health issues, but I'm also really fucking ready to get a house with Kathleen. I can't wait to travel, to decorate our house and to, dare I say it, get engaged.
I don't think I've ever felt like this before and despite still wanting to kill myself most days I am looking forward to the future, as long as it has her in it.
Simply my thoughts, written down somewhat anonymously for the whole world to witness how I work. Occasionally, it might be controversial, sickening, heart warming or just downright freaky. Read it, you might learn something new & important.
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