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I didn't make the shrink appointment due to a hangover.

I am the worst at adulting.

However, I rescheduled it and I'm all set for next time. I also feel slightly better so that's good I guess. Kathleen snapped me out of it mainly, as I had a long nap and didn't answer the phone, so she thought I'd died and messaged my housemate to check on me. Obviously I was fine, just sleeping, but then I called Kathleen to tell her I was fine and oh god, she was crying so hard. That is a sound I never want to hear again and I certainly don't want to imagine how bad she'd be if I was dead.

My problem is, I've always been too concerned about other people to actually kill myself.