7th september
I've had such a busy two weeks so this is going to be a loooooong post, but I'll try section it off with dates.
September has just been fantastic so far although my sex count has risen to the mid-20's.
On the 7th I had my first day of training for my new voluntary job. There's not much to say about it other than how ridiculously excited I am to begin. Plus I sat with some lovely girls/women and maybe I'll acquire some new friends. Wouldn't that be nice.
I am literally hellbent on making new friends this year and absolutely not getting sucked into any house A drama. They can think what they want of me. I don't care; I just need to get out. I don't even really like them and now I'm not with Ben anymore, there's seems little point making an effort. I mean, sure, I'll go out and give birthday money and clean....but I doubt I'll be staying in touch after july.
After my training I met Beth and we did a bit of shopping. Eventually Danielle arrived and we began preparing for our night out because it's been so long since I've seen the both of them together. Now it was a while ago so I'll cut to the important bits haha but at about 9pm I was waaaastedddd.So we went out to Evil Eye and had a pitcher and then we went to Fibbers! Fibbers has actually become a really good place where I quite like going (but maybe that's because both times I've been someone has found me attractive). Now because I was drunk and had a free house I messaged Jake to see if he was out because he's beautiful and good at sex. Coincidentally, he was and I found him. We did some kissing and dancing but he does get a little over-protective so I was like 'I'll find you before I leave; I'm going to dance with my friends'... and before you the read the rest and judge me..I was totally going to find him before I left.
But then I made a pass at Danielle in the bathroom and she rejected me. (She full on claims that she had no idea what was happening but..eh crazy drunk girl got rejected either way) and so that made me feel funny. I found Beth and we went outside and I cried a little. I had a cigarette and a shot and probably kissed Jake again. Then, and I'm not sure how this happened, but I met another boy.
Ryan.
Ryan must have been interesting because I seemed to spend all of my time talking to him and laughing with him. We kissed and conversed and not once did he try to get in my pants/take me home. He was gentlemanly and asked me to dance. Then we were outside smoking and talking again and....he asked me on a date. A real date. At 8 outside the minster. I was mindblown and attached to this Ryan.....
and I had completely forgotten/disregarded Jake.
I was a real bitch to Jake but he'll get over it I guess. Afterall, I would have been just another random fuck.
September has just been fantastic so far although my sex count has risen to the mid-20's.
On the 7th I had my first day of training for my new voluntary job. There's not much to say about it other than how ridiculously excited I am to begin. Plus I sat with some lovely girls/women and maybe I'll acquire some new friends. Wouldn't that be nice.
I am literally hellbent on making new friends this year and absolutely not getting sucked into any house A drama. They can think what they want of me. I don't care; I just need to get out. I don't even really like them and now I'm not with Ben anymore, there's seems little point making an effort. I mean, sure, I'll go out and give birthday money and clean....but I doubt I'll be staying in touch after july.
After my training I met Beth and we did a bit of shopping. Eventually Danielle arrived and we began preparing for our night out because it's been so long since I've seen the both of them together. Now it was a while ago so I'll cut to the important bits haha but at about 9pm I was waaaastedddd.So we went out to Evil Eye and had a pitcher and then we went to Fibbers! Fibbers has actually become a really good place where I quite like going (but maybe that's because both times I've been someone has found me attractive). Now because I was drunk and had a free house I messaged Jake to see if he was out because he's beautiful and good at sex. Coincidentally, he was and I found him. We did some kissing and dancing but he does get a little over-protective so I was like 'I'll find you before I leave; I'm going to dance with my friends'... and before you the read the rest and judge me..I was totally going to find him before I left.
But then I made a pass at Danielle in the bathroom and she rejected me. (She full on claims that she had no idea what was happening but..eh crazy drunk girl got rejected either way) and so that made me feel funny. I found Beth and we went outside and I cried a little. I had a cigarette and a shot and probably kissed Jake again. Then, and I'm not sure how this happened, but I met another boy.
Ryan.
Ryan must have been interesting because I seemed to spend all of my time talking to him and laughing with him. We kissed and conversed and not once did he try to get in my pants/take me home. He was gentlemanly and asked me to dance. Then we were outside smoking and talking again and....he asked me on a date. A real date. At 8 outside the minster. I was mindblown and attached to this Ryan.....
and I had completely forgotten/disregarded Jake.
I was a real bitch to Jake but he'll get over it I guess. Afterall, I would have been just another random fuck.
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