Matt.
So, now I'm dating a different guy. Or rather I'm not.
The previous guy was L and I got bored of him and he didnt suit me so now M has come along and I'm going to be honest, I like him. Or rather I did, but we'll get to that.
M keeps alot of things secret; he's very quiet and to some degree I like that. We've had 2 official dates but I call it three and we've fucked twice. Both times were exactly the same except the second time he actually made me come. The first time it happened he gave me a massage but there was no other foreplay whereas the second time, there was nothing at all. He just stuck it in and fucked me the way he used to fuck his ex. Overall, disappointing.
But we can work on that. Or rather we could have worked on that but I feel like he's got everything he wanted from me and so that's it. This is all because I called him up and asked if we were exclusive and he said no, were playing it cool.
Playing. it. Cool.
Essentially, I am the 'it'. He is playing me. It is cool for him.
Still, I'm glad I know where I stand because before, I really liked him and I was getting attached but now, I am aloof.
We can go on another date. Or we can not.
I care little because come October there will be many new societies and many new friends.
I do not need M and his closed off personality and his boring sex.
Maybe I am a little bitter because I thought it would go somewhere but I think I'm honestly glad that it probably wont.
The previous guy was L and I got bored of him and he didnt suit me so now M has come along and I'm going to be honest, I like him. Or rather I did, but we'll get to that.
M keeps alot of things secret; he's very quiet and to some degree I like that. We've had 2 official dates but I call it three and we've fucked twice. Both times were exactly the same except the second time he actually made me come. The first time it happened he gave me a massage but there was no other foreplay whereas the second time, there was nothing at all. He just stuck it in and fucked me the way he used to fuck his ex. Overall, disappointing.
But we can work on that. Or rather we could have worked on that but I feel like he's got everything he wanted from me and so that's it. This is all because I called him up and asked if we were exclusive and he said no, were playing it cool.
Playing. it. Cool.
Essentially, I am the 'it'. He is playing me. It is cool for him.
Still, I'm glad I know where I stand because before, I really liked him and I was getting attached but now, I am aloof.
We can go on another date. Or we can not.
I care little because come October there will be many new societies and many new friends.
I do not need M and his closed off personality and his boring sex.
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