Touch

I've noticed that I'm the convenient girl.

Went to a party last night ended up spending all night with a boy. We never kissed or anything, but he didn't stop touching me all night. I knew it was going to happen though as it started out fairly innocent from just hugging and then progressed to touching my arms, my neck, my back, my bum.

He made me feel electric. It's been so long since I've been touched in a seemingly sexual/romantic way, which I suppose means that he was just as convenient as I was.

See, to him, I'm just one girl in a long list of party hookups. For me, he's a similar kind of thing, i guess. I always end up getting close with someone.

We never kissed though. We just touched, which isn't bad is it?

The other people at the party (despite taking possible incriminating photos) never actually said anything about it which means they were judging us, but I'm sick of people judging me. I'm only 18 once and if I can't hang out with a guy and let him hold my hand then what can I do?

Fuck them. It was nice to be touched.

Although he does have a girlfriend apparently.