I can't help drug addicts or alcoholics. I can't help people with eating disorders. I can't call people on the phone.
I feel like I can't do a lot anymore, like the most I can do is feel sorry for myself and tell other people they are beautiful and strong.
It never bothered me before that we seem to have little time to talk to each other, but tonight it really hurts.
I'm fucking lazy.
I can't call people on the phone without panicking.
I let myself down and I let my girlfriend down.
My father doesn't care about me and I dreamt that he killed himself and I didn't even cry, just felt angry.
There's just 25 days until christmas.
I'm a horrible person to be around right now.
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Honey, talk to me on msn. :) I miss you, i really hope you'll be okay, *hugs tight*
ReplyDeletecalm down i think.. :/